Happy

20th

Brithday,

Matt!!!!

Its been a long time since I've written anything worth reading.

I finalized everything with my new job and I start the Monday I get out of school, May 7th. I will be working from 9:30am-5:30pm, 8 hour days. I can't wait to start working with the kiddies. I will be starting out with toddlers, aka ankle bitters hehe, and then move my way up to Kinder-Prep. Its kinda of a placement where they go when they aren't really ready for Kindergarden or their age, etc... I know I will need patience and I think God will show me the way and patience as I go along. As much as I hate early mornings, I have to get used to it seeing how all my classes next semester are all morning classes. I only have classes on Tues and Thurs and 1 on Monday at 12-12:50. But Tues is going to be my busiest day yet. Class from 8am until 2:30ish, I think and then I have my evening class from 6pm-8:30pm. Thurs is from 8am until 2:30ish.UGH!!! I need to talk to my boss and tell her that I can't work the days that I have school. Its just going to be too hard and I need to maintain a good GPA.

Finals are LITERALLY right around the corrner and all I have to say is: SAVE ME!!!
I know some of my finals aren't going to be that bad, but I need to work extra hard on like 3 of them. Christian Scriptures is Thurs(next), so is my Math for El. Edu. I just took a test Tuesday and the prof told me that if I didn't pass with a high C, that I would fail the class. I have been working my butt off and she knows that too. She is helping me as much as she is able to. I think I did really well on the test, but I will find out later tonight on Bb. But I hate math and as much as I get it when I do my hw, I can never do well on the tests. UGH!!!

Earth and Space won't be too bad. Its rather simple and that final is Monday and along with my College Writing, too I think. I should really know this, shouldn't I? hehe But, yeah. American Govt is just a waste of time and energy. I have a test to take tomorrow and I can't even get on Bb to take the practice test, because my computer keeps freezing on me, hence I can't get the right answers for it. So I'm going to go over the powerpoints. I do well with visual things and even though its a lot of text, my mind works better.

This weekend is going to be so busy and exhausting.
Friday is Matt's 20th birthday and I am taking him out to dinner and something else. I can't mention it because he read's my xanga. HAHA, thought I would let the cat out of the bag!!! Then Saturday, I will be studying a lot int he afternoon/early evening and then I might go to his house for dinner and cake. Sunday is mine and Matt's 1 year anniversary and I know we're going out somewhere but I don't know where. Ok, this is where I get mad at myself. I know Matt won't propose on Sunday, but everytime something like this comes up I always get the motion that he is going to. I hate myself for thinking that because when he does do it, I'll be like, ohh. I want to be so suprised and clueless about it. So I really need to stop thinking that on every special occasion, he is going to propose. Back to Sunday, after dinner, I'm not sure what he has planned. Then I go back to school, studying until the early hours if the morning and take the finals.

I am kinda in the process of packing or at least getting everything organized to be packed. Which reminds me, I need boxes and lots of them lol Oi, very stressful. This semester has damaged a lot of my friendships here. I can't really spend time with them due to homwork, papers, and tests. I know its going to be really different driving to and from school, but its going to suck not being able to call up Courtney and go to DQ or Wal Mart/Greens. If only I had 2 ppl who wanted to live with me

Ok, enough of that. I'm going to relax until my dinner gets here. OH now I remember what I was going to say a while ago.

I've lost a total of 6 pounds last Wednesday. I don't know how much I've lost since but I will soon. Its amazing!!! Check out my myspace (www.myspace.com/brunie05) and see my weight tracker. I need support from you guys!!! Ok, now that I've bored you to death, I think I'll let you go. Buhbye!!!

Ive lost 6, yes 6 pounds in 2 weeks!!!! WOOT FOR ME!!!!

The mole is just a mole, even though I dont think so.

On muscle relaxers for my back.

TB shot today, and the bubble is staying away